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- My mom told me she never wanted grandkids. When I became pregnant, she was distant and absent — until she met her grandson. (businessinsider.com)
Grandmotherhood: Not Always a Dream Come True
A new mother shares her personal story of how her mother’s initial resistance to becoming a grandmother transformed into a loving bond. The author’s mother had always been clear about her feelings on grandchildren: she didn’t want any.
Having dedicated much of her life to raising her own children, first her younger sibling after the loss of her father and then her own two children after becoming widowed, she felt she had fulfilled her caregiving duties. The prospect of grandchildren felt like another weighty responsibility, a potential shift in the dynamic of her relationship with her daughter, and a return to a life she felt she’d left behind.
The author admits to hoping her mother might change her mind, but those hopes were quickly dashed. When informed of the pregnancy, her mother reacted with silence, a response that, while disheartening, was not unexpected. Communication between the two became strained and infrequent during the pregnancy, exacerbated by the distance between them.
Following the birth of her son, the author, adhering to her Swahili cultural tradition, took her newborn to her mother’s home for a 40-day postpartum recovery period. The arrival was unannounced, and the author’s mother’s confusion was palpable. Used to living alone and having little experience with newborns, she offered practical help with cooking and childcare, but the joy and affection typically associated with a new grandparent were noticeably absent.
After the author returned home, the relationship remained distant for several months. The author began to doubt her mother would ever truly embrace her new role.
However, a turning point came when her son reached six months old. The author’s mother began making unexpected visits, bringing groceries or simply offering to hold the baby.
She even assisted in finding childcare when the author returned to work.
Now, several years later, the bond between grandmother and grandson is undeniable. They share everyday moments, from cooking and gardening to storytelling and the inevitable squabbles over snacks and television.
The author reflects on how becoming a parent not only changed her own life but unexpectedly mended and deepened her relationship with her mother. While her mother still maintains she never wanted to be a grandmother, her actions speak louder than words, revealing a love and connection that have blossomed over time.
The author believes her mother can no longer imagine life without her grandson.