I sometimes suspect that my 14-year-old dog, Gus, stole one of our two cats’ nine lives. Besides the obvious signs of aging — gray muzzle, cloudy eyes and limping gait — he still acts like the overly needy, exuberant black Lab that almost caused me to wreck the car on the drive home from the shelter the day we adopted him.
Without warning, he leapt into my lap and completely obscured the windshield with his shiny black head whipping around to give me kisses until I frantically explained that really it is OK for us to sit 8 inches apart. All these years later, he’s still not convinced.
When I came home one day a few months ago to find him with his eyes glazed over, his breathing labored and unable to stand, I figured maybe he wasn’t going to live forever after all. He wouldn’t eat, barely drank and he went hours without lifting his head. My husband and son had to carry him in to the vet since he couldn’t walk.
The three of us sat in the cubby-size examination room while our vet, ever so gently, said there was not much that could be done for him. It was time. With everyone in agreement and despite any logical reason to hope, I decided it wasn’t. I knew it was unreasonable, perhaps, even unfair to the dog.